it's been 2 weeks... sometimes i think i am strong and i am ok, but sometimes, like right now, i feel small and vulnerable....
i try to keep myself busy, and i am glad that there are alot of nice friends, colleagues and family around me to cheer me up... they not only keep me company on normal working days, but also keep my weekend occupied, so i dont feel lonely at all....
my world once revolved around him, and i thought it would be terrible if i were to lose him... this time round, i am the one who initiated, and to my surprise, i am actually able to let go... perhaps the damage done is simply too huge, to the extent that i can no longer feel the pain....
the gers almost wanted to call me a reptile, but dun do that k.. i do feel sad and my tears do flow... sometimes i wished there is someone here who can gimme a hug, but that person is definitely not you anymore...
i feel sad when people reminds me of you...
i guess i need more time....
