GOOD Friday??
went to tuition. but ended up wasting one hour of my time travelling to n fro cos they wasnt at home. maid told me they went out, mei mei noe today got tuition de ma, thou today is a holiday. at least shd call me rite? or maybe its my fault for not calling up to check. luckily i using bus concession, so at least i nv waste any money. not too bad..called him on my way out, he's at home, jus now he had lunch wif A. after tt no more news frm him. thou he nv tell me, but e first qn i asked him over e phone was, u playin mj ah? n indeed i m correct. so i ask him y u nv tell me? n he said, cos i will scold him. so he is jus gg to play secretly behind my back, n pretend nutting had happened n jus meet me after my tuition for dinner. i dislike him lying to me, cos tis is not e first time already. i wished i hadnt call him jus now, so i wun noe tt he is playin mj. anyway, i m angry. so i decided not to meet him for dinner ltr. he can play for as long as he lyk, no nd to end early jus to eat dinner wif me.i m angry bcos he had been doin things secretly recently. jus a few days ago, he went to play overnight mj. then nxt day pon his lesson bcos he is tired. i already wasnt too happy bout tt cos he noe he gt lesson e nxt day, yet he wan go out n meet his fren, claiming tt he's gg for supper but end up playin mj. fine, if he is really restin at home instead of gg for lesson. i tot he is sleepin, so i only msg him to let him noe wad time we will be eatin dinner. mummy invited him for dinner tt day. then i was wonderin y he seems so tired despite resting for one whole day. n guess wad? he finally admit. he wasnt sleepin for e whole afternoon. his frens came over to his house to look for him. so for e whole afternoon, he is playin mj n not slping. how ridiculous can tis be...not only tt. i hate it when he keeps msging his frens in my presence. lookin for activities like pool, supper, mj etc etc when i m right beside him. come on la, being wif me, tt bored is it? i dun do tt k. i noe u have lots of frens who stay near our area, n u all can meet up even if its lyk 2am in the nite. but have u ever tot of it, is it necesssary? promising 2 or even 3 grps of frens tt u will b able to turn up. dun u noe tt it's difficult to create a balance between gf n frens. rushing off to meet ur frens when u r wif me, tt's so sad n irritating cos i seldom do tt. n wad's more is those frens u r meeting, u r lyk meetin them more than once a wk, sometimes i tink u even meet them more than u meet me. spendin ur time on meetin ur frens instead of settling down to do some revision. wake up ur idea. it's only one mth away frm ur examz. prelim tt time, didnt even bother to go for ur paper, saying tt u will work hard for e real one, but as far as i noe, i dun c u doin tt. or maybe i m wrong. prove it to me wif ur results ba. dun try to do things behind my back, cos i can really tell tt u r lying. e one which i really cannot take it is u tellin me tt u r gg to slp, but in fact u r driving out to meet A. met wif an accident, n tried to cover up by sayin tt it's ur uncle who met wif an accident. dun treat me as a fool. i noe wad u r doin. if tt's e kind of life tt u wan, gamblin ur life away, talk cork wif ur frens.. n giving me e impression tt u can live w/o me cos u have lots of frens. n i m jus der to satisfy ur desire. pls try to change. not for me but for ur future.